"For just one second I felt whole". I'm vanessa as you all should know. I'm not here to impress you. I'm not here to impress anyone but myself. The only people who I care about are my friends and family. I wakeup every morning, thankful for just one more day. I'm thankful for everything I have, everyone I have. I love life and don't want to do anything that could ruin it. I keep myself clean. No drugs, no cigs, no alcohol. I beleive strongly in karma. You mess with me, my friend karma will mess you up somehow. Trust me. My life is perfect right now. I have no problems. I have a future. I have hope. My friends are amazing and I probably wouldn't be here without them. My family is always there for me no matter how many fights we get into a day. My future goal is to help people and animals in anyway i can. By telling me I can't do these things, I will try harder to prove you are completly wrong. Every choice you make effects you, so make the right choice. I'm human so I obviously make mistakes. I make more mistakes then I should, but I always learn from them. I'm a dreamer, all I do is think and dream about things that could be, that should be, that aren't. I love walking to no where. Going with my friends on an adventure. There's nothing more exciting to me then hanging out with my besties. Even if all we do is nothing, I still cherish the moments we have together. I don't think I'm beautiful, gorgeous pretty or skinny. I've been called every name in the book. I always think to myself what guys dont see in me. I'm not too sure, but they must not see the good in me. Im not fake. I'm real. I'm flesh and bones and blood. I cry more tears then the clouds in the heaven. I'm paranoid beyond beleif. I get angry for no reason. I'm a wiked person when I'm angry. Don't mess with me when I'm in a bad mood. When you have a dream make it real with the passion of your heart. Just beleive. Be posotive. Laugh about the past. Cry about the happy and sad. Don't regret. Don't look back. Always look to the future. Live for now and not then. Live for you and nobody else.